I've been absent for quite some time, as I've been going through personal issues regarding my fetish as trust issues I've developed as a result.
Long story short, I was open about my diaper fetish to my ex (story here). He actively participated. We broke up, and he spilled the beans to a lot of our mutual friends. Instead of playing damage control, I just brushed it off but it really damaged my trust and my wanting to even be involved in this fetish.
It wasn't until recently that I began more open about my fetish and other kinks that I'm into. A friend suggest that I signed up for RECON and have become a LOT more comfortable with what I'm into, including diapers. It was always hard for me because I felt like I was in this alone. I live in the SF Bay Area, but have never met anyone near me who is into what I'm into, and someone I can actually meet and just hang out.
So, with that being said, I'm back, and glad I have this community for guidance and good 'ole discussion. Just ordered a case of M4's. I've missed my padded butt too much.