Okay let me start with this I'm an TB/DL, Furry, Gay and many other things. But sadly my Religion forbids it. In this point there are usually two choices. 1. I'll become Atheist 2. I'll try to be "straight" again. And yet here I am still try to being Muslim I feeling such an hypocrite now I still do my pray even though Quran said my pray is unacceptable because of my things. And a friend of mine who knows who I am. Although he never opposed it. He worried that if I keep doing this I will go straight to hell.
So my question is this Am I an hypocrite? How can I feel comfortable of who I am? I like to be myself but it seems there always an obstacle. I know that most people on ADISC don't talk much about religion but i appreciate every comments.
Some added details from Skar comments The thing is if Allah did allowed Gay then why he destroyed the People of Sodom? It's written in Quran Allah destroyed people of Sodom because the man conduce an "Lustful Act" Against each other. I try to use Skar argument everytime but my friend than reminds me that verse of Quran