Meaning, you hint about what you are to someone, because you want to tell them... but you know just telling is too risky... so you try to hint that there is something?
I ask because this is something that I know I did as a teen, and I fell right back into it as an adult!
The reality is still that the person you want to tell probably will never guess because it's just such an extreme and different thing. Sheesh, if I had a foot obsession that would be more well known / acceptable.
I am not trying to scare anyone with this! I am prolly gonna follow through... in the next two weeks I am gonna drop the bomb that this secret fetish involves feeling like a child. I doubt they will get it even with that... it's that unknown of a fetish.
I know what I am doing trust me I am not asking should I questions etc. I am just asking how many people remember going through this same phase.
It's so ironic.
It all boils down to wanting to feel accepted by someone close to you. And in the case of that closest person rejecting you... well... things don't go well, feel well, or end well.