Hello Everyone! I've been lurking for too long. It's nice to find a community like this. I've never shared the following with anyone.
I've been attracted to diapers since I was about 5 or 6. I was also a bed wetter, and was always very embarrassed by it.
I had a dream when I was young that really set things off for me. I was lost inside a girly mansion. I was desperately looking for an exit when I came upon a nursery. Standing there was a beautiful motherly witch, with red hair. She bent over and said "You'll make a cute little girl!"
She waved her wand, and I turned to run. Suddenly the ground below me turned into soft pink pillows, and I became weak at the knees. I fell down and felt very comfortable warm, and happy. My clothes changed into a white frilly baby outfit. I sat up and looked down at myself. My hair started to grow, and a very thick disposable diaper emerged from under the dress. I gasped, shocked to hear my voice in a high pitch girly voice.
The witch leaned right over me, cooing. I remember being really struck by how gorgeous she was. "Awww, you're such a cute little baby!"
Then it happened. I had my first wet dream.
I woke up half way through my first orgasm. I was wearing a wet pull up at the time. I was very shocked by this experience, and tried not to think about too much. Other diaper dreams followed.
I finally discovered diaper fetish websites when I was about 13. It wasn't until fairly recently that I finally had the guts to buy diapers for myself. I have loved every minute of it. I even bought a couple girly outfits to wear with the diapers. I'm definitely more into the diaper though. It's both sexual and a security thing for me.
I'm into film, filmmaking, and hiking. I also love to read and write. I love California, and will probably spend most of my life here.
Phew. Feels good to write all that down and share with people who understand. I'll try not to lurk so much in the future, but I am a little shy. I tend to force myself to be outgoing.
I look forward to spending more time here, and maybe connecting with some great people. See you all later! :-D