I personally found the whole situation to be really funny. I totally exposed myself by accident!
I needed a nice looking shirt for going out to a nice place for dinner.....
(All my shirts I could find were too kiddy, kermit shirts, mario shirts, etc....)
I was trying to find a nice Calvin Klein shirt that I seemed to have misplaced and I was walking out to my car with my significant other when I brought up that it might be in the trunk of my car. So I opened up the trunk to check.
Yeah, that's where the diapers I bought are.
She knew what they were right away because she works in a pharmacy.
She did know I had this "fetish" as I had told her about it when we had a fight a while back; I had told her about it because I was trying to tell her how awful I was and push her away.
She was freaked out by it and can't really handle it, but of course I wasn't wearing at all and hadn't for a long time which I did admit as well. Now it's right there BAM in her face.
Because I am a moron and forgot! LOL! Yes, as horrible as the whole thing is, I really found myself laughing at myself.
So we had a talk of course and I tried to attempt to explain it, but, she will never really understand it or really accept it. I did tell her like it is however, that I love her and I tried to explain that it makes me feel good.
I said, well, I am going to be doing it. I promised not to rub her face in it and attempt to keep it private but finished by saying that she may catch me wearing at some point.... Just an attempt to prepare her for that possibility...
The whole situation isn't the best but it's really not the worst I've seen out there. She will never really be supportive of what is freakish and wrong in her mind. But, I have very strong feelings for her regardless, as she does for me, and I know things can be worked out.... even if the outcome isn't the ultimate one I would desire.