I had stopped wearing diapers for years and I am not sure exactly why... but, I would guess the main motivator is having been surrounded by people, family and friends, that know about it but all think it's a weird crazy person act.
Well, I don't know why but I decided to indeed buy some diapers and I have only been able to wear them twice but I had a fantasy I cooked up in my mind. I then wrote the story and posted it in the stories in progress section.
Now, the real reason for this thread:
As I ran over the fantasy in my mind, I could feel a very familiar feeling. It's hard to explain it as it's more than a warm comforted feeling and it's not exactly a sexual feeling either even though I realize a lot of people experience that type of connection as well.
It was a tingling throughout my whole self. My whole being. I felt amazing... Well, I feel amazing. Thinking about being cared for in such a way, well, part of me is still a kid.
I've started to change in my life even within a few day period.
I feel myself smiling more, joking more, finding more things interesting and fun. I feel myself changing. I am sure a psychologist would be against the whole thing and tell me something is missing or wrong in my life which is why I am doing this....
But... I disagree. I know. I am simply being me. The change is amazing... and I can't believe I forgot this feeling.
I am glad we are all here together to share and be ourselves.