My name is plasticsounds. I am an older ab/dl that has been wearing diapers since after I was potty trained at around 4 years old. I have joined your community to find out more about the origins of my feelings and to try and incorporate them into my life.
It has been difficult to express my feelings both verbally and physically. I am married and my wife knows I am and ab/dl, but she does not participate. I also have young child who will always remain uninformed.
All of my activities take place in an empty house, when the family is away. I have a stash hiding place that my wife knows about. She is understanding about my needs but very confused about what this is all about. Since I told her, we have not talked about it at all.
I live a normal life otherwise and am very happy with my circumstances. I do wish I could include my wife in the fun, but there is no sense in pushing my limits. There is not a very positive reputation for ab/dl people in the real world. It's sad, really. I'm sure the world would be a happier place if we were all well padded and protected.
Thank you for your time.