I'm a dl in my mid 20's and lately I feel like my diaper desires are too much. I've been into diapers my whole life, but ever since I've moved in with my girlfriend (shes ok with it), I wear them whenever I can. I try not to do it as much when she's around, but whenever I am alone I put one on.
The problem is I think this is affecting my life - I sometimes sacrifice other things so I can come home and put on a diaper. And when I am wearing one, I tend to be lazy and lounge around the house and put off errands and work. I have always been able to manage my desire to wear diapers but since I have gained privacy I can't say no to my urges.
I am ashamed because I shouldn't have the need to be in the comfort and safety of a diaper all the time.
Has anyone been through this? Do you think it will mellow out? Advice?