Hey guys. I've been more of a lurker around here. I have the need to tell an experience I just had, hoping to get some guidance from other ABDL's.
A while ago I posted a thread about this, which made me realize I was mistaken in a few things. Interestingly enough, something happened which made me wonder how I should proceed.
Lately, my girlfriend has been acting childishly, pretty much like a kid. As a joke, obviously, trying to be cute (Which I find adorable and enjoy). We often joke about her being a silly baby and how I need to take care of her as a little girl and what not, to what she follows being childish and acting silly. We have lots of fun together thanks to her randomness and the way we play and hangout.
Things have been going great and fun, until last Sunday night...
We were at the kitchen cleaning dishes (She lives on her own, so I go visit her on weekends) after having dinner and my girlfriend starts acting like a toddler, fooling around. Then, for some reason she does a few things that are not correct to post. Point is, I end up telling her "Honey, if you keep acting like this one day you'll actually mess in your panties and I'm gonna diaper you!". Laughing while I say that, I hear her say "Then do it. I want you to".
So I stare at her and say "Really? Wait, are you joking?" to which she replies: "No, I'm not joking. If you want to diaper me, do it. But you're gonna have to change me and feed me like a baby". I say "Do you want to?", and she replies "Sure, why not?"
I just stared at her, without knowing what to do. She then hugs me and kisses my lips.
A few minutes later, once in bed, we were joking around, being silly and having fun. Before falling asleep, I ask her "Honey, about what you said in the kitchen... Were you serious, honey?". She said "Yup. I am. If you wanna diaper me, you'll have to buy everything, though". "Alright. Well, good night, sweetie." I said.
I didn't mention anything else and haven't done it since. I'm quite overwhelmed, shocked, worried and quite frankly, I don't know how to proceed about this.
It'd be nice to share such moment with her. Taking care of her as a baby would be amazing, but I don't want to push her into this or make her feel uncomfortable or awkward. I don't really know if she was serious or not judging by the reaction I got the first time I proposed it. I find it contradictory, which makes me think that if I do try, she might say "I wasn't being serious" and end up doing something wrong.
What would you guys suggest me to do? Should I talk with her about this and see what she actually thinks and if she REALLY wants to try? Perhaps should I plan it with her if she accepts and set boundaries? What's your view on this situation?
If she accepts, I want her to take control of the roleplay and I'll take it only as far as she wants, no more.
Hope to hear from you guys. Thanks for reading.