Hello there. I will be going by Mere, a common alias of mine.
I'm into writing. Writing is my first passion. I have written a short auto biography and am working on a full one. I have lived through a lot of hardships but I have really triumphed over them. I'm not talking about common hardships, I'm talking about child abuse, neglect, and etc. But I'm not here to play the pity or sympathy card. I'm only stating what demon's I've defeated because I'm proud of it, and I'm not ashamed of my past.
My second passion is children. I want to be a mother one day. But I cannot bare children for medical reasons. So I plan to do a surrogacy once I find a man or woman to settle down with. I also want to adopt and do foster care so that I can help all the children that are being forced to live as adults instead of getting to enjoy being a kid. That is a horrible thing for anybody to be robbed of and I will make it my life duty to make sure that all children get the chance to a happy childhood, something I was robbed of.
Right now My goals in life are getting clean (Poison of choice: Cough Syrup) and finishing school. I'm working on my associates to become a substitute for elementary schools, and pre-schools. I plan to get my bachelor's after that so I can become a full on elementary school teacher. I'd like to teach 2nd graders.
What brings me here? I need support. I live in a transitional living program for Gay and Lesbian and Transgender youth. Even in an environment as accepting as they are, I still feel very ashamed of myself for being infantile at heart. My main draw towards the subject is that I like to wear diapers and role play as a four year old girl, as somebodies daughter. I like to be taken care of like a child since I missed out on it. I think I may even have a regression problem more than I do a lifestyle.
My interests include playing Tennis, riding my bicycle, Reading and writing are big ones, I'm currently working on a full autobiography and fiction short stories, and a non fiction book about reality entitled "Once upon a time there was reality."
Why I'm at this site: I've been looking for a supportive environment for this for quite some time now. Years actually. The main issue was that I was googling diaper support rather than infantilism support, which I tried today and luckily found you guys! I hope to get a chance to meet and get to know everybody, support others while receiving support for myself. But the main reason I'm here is because I'm seeking happiness and acceptance within myself.