I have been a DL as long as I can remember, but have never worn diapers after 3yrs, and always hid it due to my parents getting mad at me about it when I would try and tell them when I was little. Before I was happy with just the idea of being in diapers, but now that I am back at college for my second year I want to get a package so bad its driving me insane. I have even had thoughts of acting like a baby if I get the guts to buy some diapers. Why is this happening now. Please help!!!