I woke up today not feeling well. I have chills and am freezing. I am sure it doesn’t help that my diaper is wet. But I just don’t have any energy to undo the covers I’m bundled in and change, so I lay here for the moment with tears running down my face, my thumb in my mouth, and my body shivering. It’s times like these when I wish I had someone by my side. When I get sick I uncontrollably go into "little" mode and can’t snap out of it. Hopefully in a little bit I can gain some strength to get changed and put on a footed sleeper then go back to bed.
I hope I’m not sick because of the diet I started last week. I wanted to loose some weight. I’ve been eating under 200 calories a day, which for those of you who count calories know is basically nothing. Hopefully I feel better soon.
Thanks for listening.
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I managed to get a new diapie on and in my sleeper. Too bad I don't feel weel, looking out the window it's a beautiful day (as usual in TX). But I think me and my teddy bear are going to take a nap for a while. I'm still cold, weak, sad, and alone.