well i guess ill start with, I have aspergers to get that out of the way. i don't have a job right now and have been looking for 6 years. I'd like to go to college but its beyond my means. I find it easier to open up to girls than to guys at all which was the cause of most of my being bullied at school, however i consider anyone who was ever nice to me, my friend. I'm very curious and have been know to poke around a bit too much but at the same time very shy, I feel like i have 2 very different personalities that compliment each other very well. Im excessively indecisive and its taken me half an hour to write this far. As far as diapers go I've been interested in them as long as i can remember though I suspect rugrats may be to blame/thank but that was about the only thing i was allowed to watch other than tmnt which stopped airing when I was 5. I prefer disposables to cloth and wear more in the winter than in the summer. I am partially incontinent due to a side effect from one of the many medication i was forced by my parents to take until they found out i had autism, which rekindled my interest that had long since been embarrased daydreams. I really wish foxtailtimes would make more abdl rpgs. I'm a huge video gamer its all i do when I'm not looking for a job. i get paranoid at silence and must have a fan on max setting even to sleep. i love rave music especially nightcore 2. i love anime, and archery,and almost all martial arts/weapons. I really like to play my guitar and sometimes i get a wild feeling to draw but I'm not very good at either. I like to watch long story driven shows like lost and doctor who and sitcoms like that 70s show, scrubs, and malcom in the middle until i fall asleep. I like cold weather and despite being pagan christmas. I'm very anti religious and anti political in y public life because i find you lose friends or start fights when forced to choose. I cant wait to try rum, sake, and mead when i turn 21 this spring. I guess i came here to read the forums and possibly role play, though ive never done so before it sounds kind of fun. sorry for the long post and thank you for reading.