OK last night I got the weirdest dream of all. I'm in the living room with my mom and dad beside me and holding my hand is this handsome guy looks like the same age as me. It turned on I tell my parents that I am Gay and he is my partner. My mom suddenly burst into tears while shouting "Why Archer why? You're not the same as you used to be" while my dad with disgust looked at both of us and then start shouting "You're not my son anymore you're just (censored) Get out of my home"
Let me get this straight I'm not exactly gay I'm still unsure about my Sexual Orientation And surprisingly I don't recognized the guy beside me afterall he looked more Caucasian. But he speaks Indonesian and I couldn't remember his name.
After we got kicked out of my house we went straight into my car during the journey I cry and he keeps holding my hand and said "It's okay Archer It is hard people don't recognize us but we still have each other". And we stop at our apartment and then he comfort me by being "Daddy" He brings Diaper,Paci, An Collar(WTF?) then he puts all of that to me. Then he said "Okay now it's our friend" We open our phone and updating our status in facebook by saying "I'm Gay and I'm engaged with my partner..." Of course everyone start using horrible words and some simply saying "I'm not your friend anymore". I burst into cry while he said "It's okay our friend simply don't understand our love" He then kiss me after that I woke up
After Wake up I do feel something strange I'm sweaty like I just doing run. My body feel shake and I don't know why I start to sobbing little bit.then I fall asleep again. It is very strange dream it combines my unsure sexual orientation, MY TBDL side and I know what Collar mean to be honest I'm recently interested at BDSM Animal-Roleplay. I just want to tell my strange dreams to everyone.