I personally am still unsure of my sexual orientation, though I claim to be straight, but still don't have a sexual desire for women-- I don't know what it is like to have that sexual desire for them, and I wish that someone that knows "for sure" that they are straight and "have this desire" could ask me a few questions to help me determine my sexual orientation, like "Do you feel this when this happens" kind of material, I just literally need good questions asked, not like, "do you get a rise out of porn" (and maybe that is a good question), but I know straight guys that don't, so then again maybe it is not.
The basic is that I find it utterly discusting for two guys to be gay together, (though I understand it-- if that's how they're born, those are their feelings they cannot change), but I don't feel this "attraction" to either sex, and I don't want to call myself an Asexual..... I want to be straight.
I will be glad to hear any questions or comments about this, though I truely only want to hear from people that:
1. Will ask me questions about this, and help me through it.
2. Have the same EXACT situation, not something close, so they can relate-- and they have thought out "this."
I ask for these 2 criteria, because it seems whenever I try to start a topic about myself, it gets kind of off topic with people talking about themselves instead, I'd just like to try and keep this topic "on topic" to my case if possible. Sorry if that's too much to ask, but I would appreciate it.