I just wanted to say hello and indroduce myself. My name is Crystal and I've been an ABDL mommy to my boyfriend for almost 4 years now. I didnt know anything of this lifestyle prior to being with him and I have embrased it because I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him and I know this is what makes him happy. It is however getting harder for me to keep it up as much as he likes as time goes on. Not because I dont enjoy making him happy, but because of issues i have of my own. Maybe its self esteem issues or something more, I'm not really sure. I have joined this site to read stories and maybe to hear other experiences because I want to get past my reservations. Any advice or comments are certainly welcomed. Thank you for having me!