Hey guys! So, as you may know from a previous thread, I told my psychiatrist (who I need to see because of bipolar disorder) and my parents about my infantilist side (well, my parents already knew, but I brought up the topic again after the doctor's appointment). The thing turned out so well, my doctor reassuring me that it was ok. And my parents were cool with me wearing diapers as long as it is private. Now, I gathered up all the courage I had to tell my best friend. He's been my soul brother for the last 7 years, and I've been wanting to tell him for a long time now. I figured that now that we're both mature adults (he's 20, I'm 21), and closer than twins, I could tell him.
He already knew I sucked my thumb, but never told him about the diapers nor the desire to feel and be treated like a baby. So...the thing was almost like this...
Me: "Phillip, I had an appointment with my psychiatrist. And I feel so relieved now"
Him: "Really? And how was it?"
Me: "I told him many things that were bugging me...including this thing I have..."
Him: "What is it?"
Me: "I...erm...is a pretty strange thing..."
Him: "Come on, tell me...that's what friends are for! Besides, how bad can it be?"
Me: "OK...I'm into a thing called...Paraphillic Infantilism"
Him: "What's that?"
Me: "I like to wear...to wear..."
There was a silence there, like for one minute. I couldn't bring myself to tell him. But he somehow read through my eyes and thoughts and put the pieces together.
Me: "Yeah...and I also like to....act and be treated like a baby..."
He looked at me with a funny look, but then he said that it was ok, that he was open minded and that he loved me so much. So, I started telling him almost everything. About the fake bedwetting when I was a teen to get diapers, about me liking to be cuddled and fed, about this site and people I've met over the years. And well, he was quite interested and surprisingly calm about it. I couldn't hold back, I needed to tell him about this side of me. He just asked me if I liked to wear diapers or "do my business" there too. I answered truthfully, and he curiously asked how did it felt. I did my best to describe him how it is to wet a diaper. So, he willingly offered to buy me pacifiers, and with his money! We went to the supermarket and he bought me the pacis with his own cash. I was SOOOO touched. It was a three pacifier pack, so I let him keep one as a "token" of friendship between me and him. He was so cool about it, I still can't digest it...we hung out all day long, with me making diaper related comments from time to time, just to "get it out". I think this week had been amazing, first my doctor...then my parents...then my bestest friend. I feel truly blessed.
I even showed him this forum, but he wasn't ready yet for a lot of this content. He didn't know what sissies were, so I told him I didn't know. That would be to much to digest for now. But he's so amazing.
I wanted to share this with you guys. What do you think?