So this is a story about my first experience and how my life got flipped turned upside down(jk). Sometime in mid-July i was given the perfect oppertunity to go to my local cvs and buy goodnites! Being the go-getter i am, i took that oppertunity by the horns.
I have been a DL since second grade, and it was my first and most powerful fetish ive ever had....or so i thought. There was this one time when i was 10/11 years old and found a luvs sample under my bathroom sink, obviously i put that baby on the same night, it was the most sexually excited i have ever been in my entire life. This was before i discovered masturbation at around age 14. So, after years and years of research, diaper vids, abdl forum reading, and anticipation i finally have that pack of XL goodnites i have wanted forever.
The time was right and i was alone, i slid it on and enjoyed :P.
A few days go by with me wearing as often as i can, and i realize, this is not what i was expecting, just feels like another undergarment to me. Me being a DL, diapers are(or were) sexual for me, and ever since my first diaper, i couldnt get "excited" knowing a diaper was hugging my crotch. Now i am thinking that this isnt a fetish for me anymore and i am hardly wearing ever.
Anyone else feel this disappointment?