So last night, I got home around 1:30 am. I went upstairs, brushed my teeth, etc., grabbed a goodnite out of my stash, put my stash away, and went to bed above the covers. Around 2:30, my mom barges in to make sure I was home. I think I managed to cover myself up in time before she saw. She was just like "Oh, you're home," and goes back downstairs. Fast forward to 11:30, I get up, go for a run, help my sister move furnature, and go see a movie with my girlfriend. I get a text at 9:30 to come home early so I can clean my room and the bathroom before my other sister gets home. At this point, I realize I may not have hidden the goodnite. I get home 10:30, my mom is asleep, and everyone else is up. And I can't find the goodnite. It's nowhere to be found in my room, in the kitchen trash, or dumpster outside. I haven't checked her trash. So yeah, I'm freaking out slightly.
I should say my mom has found out about my DL side, and was completely disgusted and humiliated me about how disturbing and wrong and unhealthy it was and I should stop immediately. That was in March.
Ugh, I don't know how I could be so careless. She's a heavy sleeper, so I'm hoping to sneak into her room tonight without waking her to see if it's in her trash can. If not, I have no idea. If she did find it and throw it out, it's just going to strain our relationship further. I'm off to college the 23rd, so I'd have to put up with her until then.
I guess I just want advice from others who have experienced something like this...