I suddenly got obsessed after reading diaper stuff.
I got a bunch of rags and put them between two of my underwear, and stuff some tissue paper in to try to make it feel like a disposable(didn't work).
I went to bed and tried peeing belly down but couldn't manage it, so I tried laying back and I got a steady flow that lasted for minutes. It was relaxing, but I was disappointed that I could feel any wetness because it was all absorbed.
I tried different position, but I start flooding it standing up(Had a towel beneath me the whole time). I when I soaked it a played around with it for a while. It was mess, and not at all secure feeling.
And then I cleaned up.