When I was in 7th grade I had a really tramatic "Got Caught" incident happen to me. As a result I now have a irrational paranoia whenever I wear diapers. I get really nervous, I jump at any sound thinking somone is going to come in even when nobody is at home, and I have my door locked.
I'm sick of not being able to enjoy my diapers like I want to. Friday I went to Walgreens and got some of the Depends that look like boxers. I plan to wear these under my clothes for a while so I can get use to the feeling of being padded without being scared. So far they are very hard to notice under my clothes and make almost no sound.
The main question of the thread is does anyone else have this problem? Does anyone have any advise to help me get over this fear? Any advise even if it doesn't relate to these questions would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
Laz the Lich