I joined up because I know all of you here are into ageplaying and I feel comfortable talking about this particular issue that I am having.
Here is my relationship with ageplay: I play a wide variety of ages and genders in multiple situations. Now, I have never ageplayed with another person. I have only had ageplay fantasies when I masturbate. As such, I attempt to imagine myself as a younger child. Sometimes I use "avatars" during my masturbation fantasies, for example, let's use Souske from the movie Ponyo. So, I pick a "mommy" and "daddy" avatar from other sources (animation, magazines, whatever) and I imagine myself as "Souske", meaning I feel what he feels That means that in my mind, I picture this child naked and so forth. My question: based on what I have said (Using pictures of children as "Avatars" for ageplay fantasies during masturbation), am I a pedophile or perverted in some other way?