I haven't opened up about this before to anyone, ever. So this is a little new to me. Basically I am here to talk to like minded individuals who don't judge differences. I would say that I am a closet DL and have, over the years, tried various ways to indulge in it. So far I am only able to put on a diaper at night. I don't wet the bed and don't want to yet it is easy to go in a diaper when I want.
I have been into diapers since about middle school. My mother used to babysit so that is how I got my first diapers.