So as you all know I've been talking about coming out as Transgender to my family & friends but how I was waiting til after my first LGBTQ meeting and speaking with my Dr. But I can't do it anymore, I can't keep pretending anymore. Tonight I'm going out with my sister and her husband to see a movie and have dinner where I'm going to ask her to come by mom's tomorrow so we can all sit down and have a talk.
I'm terrifed but I know i'm doing the right thing and that I will finally be happy. I spent last night talking with my friend (the one's who's been staying with me this whole month) and he's 110% behind me on this and say's if it makes me happy he'll support me. I awoke this morning feeling the best I've felt, confident & truly blessed to have woken to such a beautiful day and I gave thanks to God. Something I have NEVER DONE and it made me feel so good and confirmed I knew what i felt in my heart is right and true.
So tomorrow is the day, the day I start the greatest journey of my life, i'm over come with emotions and shaking in anticipation, trying to prepare myself for their questions, doubt's and possible anger, but the most over whelming feeling I have is joy.
~Hugs & Kisses~ I love you all and thank God for bringing you all into my life.