i came from a abusive home as a child and my childhood was ripped away from me by my family. so sometimes i wonder if thats why i want my childhood back so badly it is like something that feels like a need i have. could that be why i have the feeling of wanting to be a child again?
also is it wrong of me to expect my bf who is also my daddy to see me as a baby and treat me as a real baby ? even when hes getting stressed by it? is it normal to want to go back to your childhood so bad it turns into a need? i know hes not my daddy in real life sooo should i expect him to trat my like his real doughtier and love me unconditionally teach me right from wrong and be a real father to me? its almost like i dont no what i want more or how to separate the two. please give me some advice!!!!!