I have been suffering with extreme urgency issues to the point of it being ridiculous. My urologist thinks I have Interstitial Cystitis. In order to feel better I have to strictly limit my diet to bland foods. Unfortunately foods are not the only things that cause me irritation. My own semen irritates my uerethra badly. This irritation an inflamation can even spread to my bladder. Basically I can't have sex ever without pain down the road. My IC is already ruining my sleep and the rest of my life. Now I can't even have "private time" without pain. Every time I try I end up not being to sleep the next night because of the irritation. And here is the kicker... Wearing diapers is a good way for me to deal with the urgency issues, but wait I find diapers mildy arousing. It is so annoying. It is already bad enough knowing I have to go abstain but being reminded... ugh. I suppose I have always hated being a dl because it interfered with regression, so this could be a good thing. I just feel like denying part of myself is a bad idea. I basically have to send myself to "straight camp" in a sense and make diapers completely non-sexual. Anybody else have any similar expieriences with medically necessary self-restraint?