Im screwed, Im screwed, Im screwed.
Okay maybe Im getting ahead of myself but Im scared and I need to get this off my chest or else I might explode.
Maybe it would be better to start at the beginning.
Im not exactly use to doing something like this and my mind is a bit scrambled right now. so ill try to explain as best I can.
As some of you on this board may know Im currently a kid in japan currently attending a highscool and working as a manga assistant on a school/work visa, and in the process of receiving my permanent citizenship. because of my fathers heritage I may be able to stay permanently. now on to the problem. A couple of months ago many of you may have read on this board a couple of months ago that I had started a relationship with my host brother. it was abit akward at first with me being bi and having mixed feelings about it, but I grew to except it. He knew about my diapers (mostly because he wore them for bedwetting) and me being a tb long before we started going out. now the problem actually started last night. Recently we've been snuggling at night when everones asleep, but when I wake up I see him asleep arm around me and his mother staring at us and then quickly closes the door. and to ad insult to injury I had my pacifier in my mouth. What should do freaking out here please help.