So at college I buy diapers and wear them a lot but I hardly ever use them for fear of getting dependent on them. When I'm not away at college I live with my parents at home and only this summer have I had the courage to buy diapers and keep them in the house and wear them at night from time to time. Both my parents are still alive and that's where the problem is.
For a long time I've struggled with these desires and the worst case scenario I can think of is if my dad finds out and is completely ashamed of me because of it. Mom could know and that wouldn't bother me but for some reason if Dad knows then it would be devastating to me!!!!!! :O
So down to the question: should I use diapers regularly like I want to at college even though I may become dependent on them and have to explain all of this to them???????
Any advice would be very very very much appreciated and thanks in advance!