I have no idea why I like diapers. I've been into them as long as I can remember.
When I was little, I can remember there being a purple and white box of Pampers on the top shelf of my closet. I tried so hard to reach it when I was four or five years old. I can also remember that mom brought these home one day when I was having troubles with bedwetting. She only had me wear one just one time and never had me wear them again. Oh i long for those days. I don't remember wearing on that night and I don't remember putting up a fight.
When I was in my teens, I ended up in the hospital for several weeks. While in the hospital, I had problems with bladder spasms and they put me in diapers and thats when my love for them seam to blossom. This time they put me in Attends with the white plastic and blue tape tabs. The nurse would come in three or four times a day to change me. When I left the hospital, my bladder was back to normal but they sent me home with a case of Attends.
I would sneak one from time to time and wear it around the house. I had so much fun with these. I think I used everyone of them. I would only wear them and then I would fold it back up and put it back in the box.
When I moved away from home is when I really started to explore my interest in diapers. I had so many diapers in my apartment that it made it difficult to have anyone over at the house to visit. I completely ran out of hiding places. I would estimate that I had 2 to 3 thousand diapers that comprised of both baby and adult size diapers. That was when you could still buy the old style attends at Wal-Mart.
Now i'm in my late twenties and I don't know how to explain this to my future wife.