Today I was cleaning and I had my pacifier in my mouth. I empty out the trash in our bedroom and I take it outside along with the other trash from the kitchen. I realize out in the parking lot I still had the pacifier in my mouth. Luckily no one saw me with it so i took it out anyway after I tossed the bags in the dumpster. I held the pacifier in my hand as I walked back to my apartment.
I better be careful because pretty soon my parent will be living with us and if I get in too much of a habit about my AB lifestyle, I will start walking around in my AB clothes or pajamas or with a pacifier in my mouth and not even know it. Especially around in my diaper. That is a way to get caught by my own child and parents. I have done these oopsies before and that was how I have been caught in the past by my own family minus the AB clothes since I didn't have any then. But I have accidentally worn my AB pajamas around people forgetting the fact I had them on but they didn't seem to even notice. Instead they say 'nice pajamas, where did you get them?" "I like your pajamas, where did you get them?" I would tell them the truth of course, I got them on ebay. (they didn't need to know they were from an AB seller and that she makes AB clothes).
I have a horrible habit of getting stuck into doing something it becomes natural and I start doing it without thinking and then I literally forget all about it so I may not realize I have my pacifier with me or that I still have on my AB clothes or forget I have my diapers out in the open so even my sister in law and parents have seen them and nothing was ever said about it. My mother in law has seen them too. They all probably think it's medical and I have found out people don't really care what you wear under your clothes and they say nothing about it if they see any. But I have gotten used to it it doesn't embarrass me anymore. But I still don't do it on purpose. Also don't forget I have left my plastic pants out in the open even my land lord has seen them when we first moved in. I forgot I had them hanging up in the bathroom and she had to come in and fix something in the bathroom. I was hoping she didn't notice them, she never said anything about it. Also my cloth diapers have been seen by neighbors in the laundry room and nothing was ever said about it except the time someone left a note saying we owe them 75 cents because they had to dry the diapers for us. Uh we didn't make them dry them and they could have just left them on top of the dryer as they washed and dried their clothes. But my husband left three quarters down there anyway just to be nice.