I hope my title doesn't seem rude.
Up front, I don't want this; I wish I could delete this part of my mind. I don't mean to sound so appallingly judgmental; I don't believe I am judging others, because I'm thrilled for anyone who can enjoy any sexuality, but I seem to have trouble with mine, and just wish it was gone. It makes me feel so upset.
I am here because I think repressing these feelings has contributed to my becoming very unwell, and I'm now trying to recover, but I need to face this part of myself to continue making progress. I apparently need to accept myself for all my facets but am struggling.
I found this site whilst searching for ways of just getting rid of the fetish and read Moo's article on self-acceptance. Right now I don't want to accept it but it was a beautiful message.
I'd like to private message Moo or anyone perhaps. I don't know where to start and don't want to offend anyone. I think it is amazing that you can talk (those who do) and I think any safe and legal sexual things are absolutely fine (in appropriate circumstances); I hope people don't think I disapprove, because I don't... I just disapprove of my own things.
I'm worried that someone will realise that this is me.