Reading recent thread about whether or not there is a connection between AB/DL and gayness, I began to think about some of the paradoxes presented by the content offered by most AB/DL paysites. I mean the pictures and videos.
The majority offer pix and videos of attractive young women in nappies, bibs, dummies etc.
When I look at these pictures I find myself stimulated in an odd way. The girls are attractive; this activates what I suppose is my 'mainstream' sexual side. But I also identify with them, particualrly those pictures that show them being mothered. Into those pictures and scenes I project myself as the babied girl ...
And yet when I dress myself I don't get any particular pleasure from dressing as a baby girl. I wear dungarees and boyish tee shirts. I know for many people the sissy side is a strong element. it isn't for me. I'm just intrigued by the mental gymnastics I perform when I see these images. anyone else?