I know there are some DL's that don't use their diapers because they don't like to wet them nor mess themselves. They just like to wear them as if they are underwear.
I just cannot see myself doing this because to me if be wasting a diaper and I would always have to wet it before throwing it out and have to have lot of pee in it or I have wasted it and it can't be barely wet or else I would still feel I wasted it.
I do the same with pull ups. When I would wear pull ups in the past just for the feeling, I would wet it before I would throw it out because I had worn it for so long so it was time to toss it out. I have used them for my periods and I would still feel I'd be wasting it if I don't pee in it. So I would start using them right before I would throw it out.
But yet with cloth I don't feel that way because they are reusable and you can wear them like underwear if you want and washing them wouldn't matter. I will sometimes wear them and not use them. But now that I am in diapers 24/7, I don't have much of a choice so I would have to hold it or sneak using the bathroom.
Does anyone else feel the same way about not using your diapers or feel other people who don't use theirs are wasting theirs?