Hey, just wanted to know if people get depressed easily?
Recently the weathers been great where i live. Woke up this morning and it's horrible outside. Just the whole atmosphere is putting me down and i hate it!
Life in general seems to be at a stand still, I'm between stages of progression at work and have a few months till i can go higher up the chain, my friends are kinda split up at the moment and not talking all that much either..
I just feel so strange, in the next 10 years i see myself with a wife, kids and a nice house etc, but for some reason it feels like a fantasy rather than something that will actually happen!
It's hard to explain, but in this AB/DL World i find guys to be cuter but outside of it i feel totally straight? Sometimes would look at boys younger than me and think "aww how cute" Just as if it was from a "Older brother" point of view, or as a dad. I just can't get it out of my head, thinking this makes me gay or what ever even though i know exactly what i want in life.
Just everything around me feels crap right now, just can't get out of this mind set! Figured I'd make this post as a slight release or something...