It has been quite a while since I last started a thread, it is nice to be back! Anyway on to the topic..
My wife and I have been together for 6 years now (though only married for 1). I told her about my diaper fetish very early on, possibly too soon. She had trouble accepting it for some time but she eventually came around. She is cool with me wearing whenever I want with the exception of being around certain friends. She is a pediatrician with the Air Force and many of her friends are as well, and I suppose she thinks it would be easy to spot. Otherwise I have free reign to wear to bed, during the day, whenever and wherever.
My wife also wears for me and has done so maybe 4 or 5 times in the past. She doesn't mind at all and enjoys the feeling to an extent, not as much as me of course. I love when she wears for me and she has offered tons of times to do so.
Now here is my issue: I am way more uncomfortable talking about it with her and discussing what I want than she is. She wants us to have open and honest discussions about my feelings towards the diapers and how to incorporate them into our lives.
I just don't know how to communicate all this with her. She is amazing for being so understanding and supportive and she is really trying hard to make me feel comfortable, I just feel like it is so hard to talk about with anyone. I spent so much time and energy hiding it all my life that I can't imagine talking about it in depth, let alone sharing it with her. To this day I get uncomfortable when she sees me in a diaper, its ok if its under pajamas or clothes but not in a diaper by itself.
So my question is, what is the best way to communicate my thoughts/feelings on how we can incorporate this into our life together without me clamming up from being embarrassed? I can't even say the word "diaper" to her yet lol. We call it protection!
Thanks to everyone for reading through this long post, appreciate any and all feedback!