Alright so a quick backstory. I have had a girlfriend for the last year and a half and for the last month I have wanted to tell her about my special quirk. Well last night felt like the night I was going to sack up and do it, but as zero hour drew near I knew I was gonna chicken out. Except fate had different plans for me.
My girlfriend came over and she was sitting on my bed, which is next to my closet, and she just happened to turn around to see through my slightly ajar door, a box of pampers baby wipes. So she asks," why do you have pampers?" My heart drops. Then I remember there just wipes so I told her I use them for personal hygiene. Great no problem. But then she turns around again and faces my computer desk, which has a little nook level with my bed that has baby lotion and a pacifier. She asks what they are for, this time with more incredulity. This time I tell her they are for my hands and stress relief respectively. She questions me on the stress part, being shocked, and I elaborate. She finds this to be odd but it doesn't bother her an she's cool with it. She has some fun with it even.
A couple hours later it comes up again, and she asks is there's anything else she doesn't know about. Well, since she asked, I dropped the bomb on her and told her about the diapers. This time it didn't go so well. At first she couldn't believe it, and then started to sob. It took a couple hours of explanations and reassurances that I'm not nuts to calm her down. So she's not exactly cool with it, but she's not breaking up with me for it. She says to wait a little bit for it to set in. What was gonna just be another day turn into a day of confession. Hopefully things won't be weird now.