I have been thinking about this and I am not sure if there has been a thread about being a baby and what it means to you. For me, being a baby means being able to let go of a lot adult worries and things that drive me nutsy fagain. It is a way for me to forget a lot of stress and being in a world that I was probably never meant for due to autism..
In a recent previous post I stated that I have been playing baby more. Also, as of late; I've been thinking about what it means to be AB. Now, I've accepted that I will never find anyone to baby me and I'll more than likely solo-play for the rest of my life and that's cool with me. Being AB to me is accepting part of myself.
I know that I will never grow up in a lot of ways like a normal adult due to my autism and what have you but I have accepted that. I think being AB allows me to accept a part of myself I never thought I would be able to accept. I think being AB allows me to be at peace with myself.
So, my question to everyone else is this, what does AB mean to you, good or bad. What do you feel about it?