Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again because I didn't have to pay bills or have to work to keep a roof over my head. Things were easier and less stressful then. But yet I don't want to be a kid again because I had less freedom and I wouldn't be able to wear diapers if I were a kid again. As an adult I do have more freedom and I can make my own choices like using the money I earn to buy myself diapers and wear them and my parents can't stop me. But what they can do instead is not want to be around me or not want me around if I have one on or not want to live with me or not want it in their house but they don't do any of this so I'm lucky.
So in ways things are easier as an adult because my childhood was harder in ways due to school and the homework and the teasing and bullying, the meanness. But yet I still wish I could escape adulthood and be a kid again where I wouldn't have to worry about the finances and working and raising my child and having to remember my son's appointments or having to deal with phones and people and more of that will come in the future and solving problems he be having and I struggle with what to feed him because I am not good with figuring out what to feed him and what to feed myself. My husband always has to help me out and he can't most of the time because of his feet. But he is still a healthy boy.
But my husband handles the finances now so I wouldn't have to worry about money anymore but it still stresses me out sometimes because of the obsessive thinking I have. But diapers help me feel calmer and happier and I feel my feelings more.
I am sure most of us here want to escape adulthood at times because we wear diapers and most of us here are also infanilists or have childish interests.