Guys I am so happy right now. It's unbelievable!
I was lay on my mums bed and we were talking. It moved onto silly things we did when we were younger and it eventually got to my mum saying "You used to have a thing for nappies, do you still?"
I went silent..
I said yes!
We talked about it, I explained to her what it is now (Stress relief) and here was her response;
It's absolutely fine. What I always say is if you're not hurting anyone then it's absolutely fine. It's your thing. Everybody has their own little things!
That was the basis of it. But she was so accepting! She told me everything I had planned to tell her in my email! How it's a security thing, how she knows about it.
We just talked for a good hour. Sadly however she told me a little about her childhood. How she wet the bed and her mother used it as punishment. How she was humiliated with diapers. I couldn't believe it.
But anyway, it was so great guys! Honestly, she is the most accepting person ever. I have to thank you all for actually helping me get the guts to do it! Turns out that big email was a waste anyway! :-D
I'm just so happy right now, I feel like I'm on cloud 9. This is AMAZING!