I've written this in the greetings section:
I know that I'm a Diaper Lover and I've always had this sentence in my mind; whenever I find a girlfriend I'll stop this habit.For me it seems that I have shifted my sexual feelings with the diapers to my girlfriend and therefor don't need them anylonger. And since the winter is gone I can also take my motorbike out for a ride. Which is something what could help me if I would fall back on a feeling for them.A good girlfriend of mine and I, decided recently to take our friendship to the next level. Whenever I saw her, I didn't touch diapers for days. I already trusted her completely, but I just had to tell her this secret of mine. The fear for her answer though I knew deep inside that she would've just accepted it, kept me from telling it, but not for long.
So, just recently I've told my girlfriend about this big secret. Luckily as I am she is open-minded and has accepted my habit. But this also concerns me, I want to quit this habit and follow the sentence that's stuck in my head, which is easy for now. Because the diapers don't arouse me at this moment, she's the only person or thing that arouses me. But for how long will this be easy? I'm not sure, though, we've talked allot about this and the near future possibilities. This helped allot!
In my native forum they always said that you can't ever get away from this habit. That makes me wanting to be the living prove. But what if this habit just gets buried subconsciously and digs it self out someday?
I've never thought of that but my gf told me this.
I guess I'll find out someday. Hopefully I won't.
Though the sentence my girlfriend told me "what if this isn't happening subconscious?" made me start this topic.
I know for aslong as I am honest to my girlfriend, she wouldn't mind this part of my life because she has accepted this to whom I am.
For me it is tough to write that I fully believe that I can lose the feelings for diapers, because what if I fall back later on, how would my GF respond to that if I said it wouldn't be a problem. This is something what we discussed, therefor this musn't be a problem now.
At this exact moment I believe that I can lose the feelings for diapers, which would make this a life changer and just a graveyard for the feelings, where they could ever get dug up.
So I'm repeating the title now and does this story feel like its lifechanging or just a temporary graveyard for my feelings for diapers?