Little bout me.. sorry what may seem like a wall of text..
Ah the old icebreaker...well currently I work for a wine and spirits distributing company while working on my CMB (cell and molecular biology) major and minor in chemistry. It's a very exciting and flexible field and I plan on doing research on viral agents in relation to gene therapy. Honestly I can't wait to get out of the classroom and do actually work soon. Gets old after a while. Other than work and school am I also a Pagan practitioner (non denominational) and am quite spiritual.
For the brief nutshell that hate walls of text, I'm science geek that takes a lot of pride in his work (and himself), loves working with people, and I tend to be a leader and contributor to the best of my ability to my friends and family (or whatever thing I might be in).
Well the shy details why I'm here
....I am a diaper lover. This is one of the first times ever admitting so and was looking for a bit of support since this is the only outlet that's private and sophisticated I have found for this. Frankly I've not totally come to terms with it and have long repressed it. Some aspects scare me, some I've grown more accustomed to the more I go on. I take a lot of pride in knowing who I am and consider myself pretty well adjusted. I know where most of it stems from, but when I see psych minded people categorizing my interest as some deep seated psych issues I often cringe when that isn't the case or am unsure. I also enjoy a bit of age play given the right environment and circumstances, and that couples in as a general getaway from..well stress. It's not something I turn to all the time, nor do I need it, but would indulge if ya get my drift. It would wear (and use), but I don't need it all the time. It's an interest I thought I may as well embrace...
I am avid beer/wine/spirits enthusiast. Craft beer being my main love in the realm of saisons and imperial stouts. When it comes to wine I'm a red wine drinker: a fine Zinfandel, Malbec, or bold Cab is right up my alley. For spirits, I am bourbon kind of guy. Knob Creek is currently my fancy. Anime is another thing I'm passionate about and also I have a fancy for My Little Pony FIM (don't worry, most of my threads will not pertain to that haha!).
Music wise I'm a classic metal head in relation to doom metal (Wino, Pentagram, Candlemass, ect) and have a big spot for Eurobeat. I also have a passion for opensource software and am a bit of Linux enthusiast (Chakra, Arch, Kubuntu, Tinycore). That's more or less coupled with my hobby as an amateur mechanic working on cars; both mine and friends.
I am a big outdoorsy guy, an right now I could for a nice horseback ride. The Scandinavian breeds are my favorite.
What I'd like to get out
To avoid sounding whiny...I really just need an outlet. It's new, and often times tackling a level of your personality you've long repressed is difficult. I just don't want to feel like I'm crazy ya know lmao.
I very much appreciate your responses.