Now before you think its another depressed, I hate the world, poor me thread. It's not. I want to talk about this middle ground I seem to find my self in.
I have been battling whit depression for about the age of 5 up till now still. But or the last year I have finally been able to get ahold of it. Most of my close friends and family think that I'm cured. I did to for a while there.
But lately I want to be depressed. I listen to music start fights with friends and family. What ever I can do to become depressed. I almost feel a need or craving for it.
I just don't know if this is normal. It's almost like I'm addicted to being depressed.