There are alot of post on ADISC about people feeling nervous about being found out or caught wearing nappies etc etc but yesterday I recieved my usual 2 month delivery, (Im incontinent and get my nappies on the NHS ) they come direct from the manufacturer using their own inhouse couriers so the guys driving know exactly what they are delivering.
usually I get the same driver I dont actually know his name so I'll call him Frank, hes around 50 and a really nice man he brings my boxes in for me and even unpacks them onto the shelf in my bedroom and takes the packing boxes back to the depot (above and beyond what he has to do) we normally have a chat while he's doing this and he's even asked me about the products.
well yesterday the van pulls up and the driver ring the bell they have instructions to ring and wait because it can take me longer then normal to get down the stairs (i live on the first floor and im disabled). I get to the door and its not Frank its a young lad about 20, he says are you ummm...err.umm as hes flicking through his paperwork hands shaking and i notice he's sweating bullets and basically looks like he's going to pass out.
I told him my name as it might have taken a while to find it on his list and he goes to the back of the van keys in hand and he cant even get the key into the lock.
At this point Im feeling really bad for this guy so I step out and unlock the van for him then i told him to take a breath and relax, he does and explains its his first day (no $hit).
to cut a long story short I gave him a pep talk and told him to calm down before he went on his way, its sad but a little bit funny (to me anyway) we all have some anxiety about wearing nappies but its the first time Ive come across anyone just being nervous aroud them