I am very much in the closet about my AB/DL side and have told no one. This presents a problem to me as I am newly married. I married the love of my life a year ago and have not told him that I wear diapers or am inro age play. I didnt fully embrace this side of me until we were married, or I would have told him before we were married. But it seems that now to say something would cause him to think, How long has she been hiding this?
As I am more a adult toddler than an AB, he does know quite alot. He knows I'm obessed with Disney, allows me to cuddle plushies and sleep with pillow pets in our bed. He buys me toys, cute clothes and other kiddie things. I dont feel the need to hide these things from him, but things like diapers, onesies, pacis and chatting on here I hide from him. I feel dishonest hiding these things and I dont want to be dishonest. He has always accepted everything about me, and I know he would 'accpet' this, I'm just afrai that he would think me to be werid from it.
What I would love is to be copletly honest and not hide anything from him. I dont nessassiarly have hopes of him joining in, though I would love for him to be my caregiver. But I'm pretty lucky in this aspect already as he will carry me to bed at night and tuck me in.
He's a very senstive guy who cuddles his own plushie from time to time and who will lay in my lap so I will play with his hair like it mom used to. I think he would enjoy the caregiver/baby relatonshiop if he gave it a chance.
So, my question is, is it worth it to say something? I have things farely good as it is and I dont want to ruin the things I already have by grabbing for more. And if I do tell him, how do I start the conversation? I can think of many things to say once its started, but how do I start it off? I cant just blurt out, "I like diapers!" he'll think I'm a freak. Thanks for reading all this and posting your advice!