To make the long story short, I have been having a hard time accepting myself as a Diaper Lover. At the beginning of the year I bought some Abena M2s. A few weeks ago I found me being disappointed in myself and threw away almost a full package and figured it would be good to just give them up. Now I find myself buying again because I realized I cannot just give them up. I would like to know how hard it was for you guys to accept yourselves, and how to make it easier.