Hey, I'm a college student studying chemistry. I have been an AB/DL since I was around 7 years old and the urges have come on and off throughout my life. I have tried to get rid of the habit many times, but am learning to live with and accept it, hence the joining of the support group. I love reading, writing, and playing chess. I also really enjoy hockey, soccer, and baseball. I doubt that I'll comment on a lot of posts, and am mostly looking for support via reading. I just feel that I need to come to grips with this, or else I'll never fully accept myself. Thanks for reading!