So, I've been a AB for as long as I can remember, but have never actually wet any diapers. The other day while I was home alone I decided I wanted to try it. It seemed to take for ever to just let loose, but finally, I soaked it! It was such a rush! I loved the feel of a warm, thick soaked, diaper. I've done it several times since now and I love to "pleasure" myself while wearing the wet diaper! Also, my fiance whom knows and actively participates in babying me, said she would love to actually change a wet diaper so I also got to have my wet diaper changed by her which was also great! Just wanted to share for all of you!