I made a blog which some members may or may not have seen that talks about how I no longer have any desire to wear after I managed to...alter my mind strongly one night. Here's the blog for those who wish to read, and do take heed to the warnings:
Thing is that some members told me it's just a purge, but it just doesn't feel like a purge. With a purge you feel grossed out and all that but still have the essence of the desire to wear, like you know it's good for you all the time, or however you want to put it. But I don't even feel that. It's not voluntary, I'm not repressing it or anything. I just feel like it's GONE.
I want to know if I'm just tricking myself, or if I really could have grown out of it. "Sexually matured," if you will.