Well, where to begin. From the time I can remember I have always had the urge to wear diapers. Don't know why? I love the feel, the comfort and I felt secure and safe in them. I went to great lengths to get diapers and hide them.
I remember the first time I decided to wear a diaper to 3rd grade. I loved it, but I was scared I was going to get caught and ridiculed.
I have spent many years trying to cope and understand this. Why am I different in this aspect. Why can't I stop. I have tried may times to stop. I began over the years to beat myself up and feel shame and guilt. Inside I felt I wasn't doing anything wrong. However, I still felt shame. I went on into my adulthood doing distructive things instead because it seem to be more acceptable. Drinking and more drinking. Reckless behavior. This seem to be more normal to people then wearing diapers.
I have finally come to the realization that I don't care what people think much anymore. I now wear 24/7 and consider my diapers my underwear. I feel lucky to have a supportive wife and family. The internet has helped my wife greatly understand this desire. Prior to the internet and knowing very little about this, my wife was not as supportive and it was hard for her to understand.
She has been able to read other stories and gather information which has helped my marriage and life greatly. I appreciate all the people out there that have had the courage to come forward and share their stories of wearing diapers.
I'm not into the AB thing or anything that is kinky. I don't judge or look down on anyone who is. I'm a DL and will be for the rest of my life. I hope to meet others and hear their stories. Some day I hope to have some good friends that I can be around that wont judge me. I like to do normal things. I'm a very outdoor person and active. I like camping, hiking, biking,fishing, crabbing and kayaking.
I'm very guarded with whom I meet and share things with. If any of you have any questions of me and would like to ask, please feel free to do so.