I'm a new member and I've only recently started to accept the fact that I'm interested in ageplay. I can't shake these feelings of "dirty wrong" and feeling like a pedophile, and I don't know what to do about it.
I love pacifiers and pretending to be a child, but I still feel wrong when I indulge myself despite the fact that I know I'm not attracted to children or anything like that. I go from feeling wonderful to depressed when I remember how wrong it feels, and I feel as though I'll never be happy. Does anyone have any advice? Thanks.